Oh man. First days. Usually, on my first-day of something,
my enthusiasm is through the roof--each step I take brims with gusto as I march
into my task.
If my usual first day is an “A,” then my first day of this
living experiment was a big, fat “F.” I’m accrediting it to a case of bad
circumstances. This week and the week before it, school has gotten
significantly more exhausting and merciless. I think I’m finally getting out of
my college freshman fantasyland. Unfortunately, Tuesday, the day we started,
was one of the more rough days of the bunch. I didn’t sleep, I didn’t have a
spare moment, and I certainly wasn’t conscious of the living experiment.
Fatigue and frustration do a great job of making a person a complete zombie.
Needless to say, by luck and chance, I did manage to adhere
to some of my experiment measures. Considering I didn’t have time to go fiddle
with my phone, I truly did only use it for necessary calls and texts. My
desperate need to finish reading both a book and an article for a class I had
in the next hour facilitated me taking my half hour to sit in the sun. Although
I wasn’t reading something of choice, it was still revitalizing to absorb some
rays. And, it was much more pleasant than cramming indoors in the library or
something. A free dinner at a required pre-med banquet meant an opportunity to get
container-free food, so my consumerism goal looked like it would be fulfilled. But,
my incessant illness and mid-day fatigue coerced me to buy a bottle of OJ to
get that vitamin C boost I needed to make it through my block class. Darn. I
was close on that one!
Technology, check; happiness and wellness, check;
consumerism, sort-of check. The other half? Let’s see.
As for my transportation vow to never take the elevator, I
realized that social circumstances can really work against you. I mindlessly
took the elevator with my friends, forgetting about my rule as I laughed and
joked around. By the time I remembered, I was already off the elevator and onto
the next topic of conversation. Oops. (I should also note that I took the bus
to Georgetown for the Ben & Jerry’s National Free Cone Day; being that I
had a time restriction and it was free ice cream, I’m considering that use of
public transport completely necessary).
Food. Like I said, there was a free banquet with catered
food that I had to attend as a pre-med student. The sight of a non-TDR buffet
completely took over my brain as I wolfed down delicious green beans,
strawberry salad with champagne vinaigrette, eggplant Parmesan, and…chicken.
Reading the newspaper just didn’t happen. My free reading
time was eaten up by academic readings, and by the end of it all, I had
absolutely no motivation to look at any more written text.
The good news
is, that day is over. Today is fresh and new, and although no less chaotic, I
have a better outlook on it. No more excuses! (Even if free-food related).
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